What is my life about, or rather, what was my life about? Well. I have to think about that one. Tough question. I suppose my life revolved around friends. (Notice the PAST TENSE) Ok sorry, I'm acting like a bitch. Really, I'm sorry. (If those who are reading this now find it too insulting, you can just stop reading it and go on to other stuff)

Anyway, let me just tell you about my pathetic life at this pathetic point if time:
* Being pathetic
* Self-pity
* Slacking
* Looking for new friends
* Spending time with Ryder
* Staring at my laptop for prolonged periods of time
* Looking for magick spells to curse people
* Stirring up trouble to make my life more interesting
* Being irritating
* Buying more swiss knives
* Looking for leather whips
* Wasting smses on people who don't bother to reply
* Er...this is pretty pathetic and besides, you really don't wanna know about my life.

So, if you had survived that whole list, you're pretty impressive, I should say. Wonder if anyone else's life is like that too. I mean, I have next to no friends in class now and during recess I type my little pathetic story and hope that it gets published someday (which probably is wishful thinking) I guess I'm pretty weird for a teenage girl so people are kinda scared of me. (I know some people who are) I like weapons and I'm kinda engrossed in self defense. My primary school had a rough environment with plenty of daily fights in my class with the teacher still teaching. Diaox. Since Primary 2 I was EXTREMELY aggresive and I think I kicked some guy in between the legs when I was Primary 3. Its not that I'm a bad girl or what, I just like to be different from other people and I decided to take up weapon class. Whips are nice. =) I'm just looking for a nice, thin leather whip that I can fold up and keep in my pocket. Given up on screwdrivers long ago (What's the point?). I'd like a whip for my birthday and I'll be ever so happy if you could give me a good, longlasting one. *Hint Hint* Anyway, I decided in Sec 1 that I did not need anyone to tease me or shun me. I don't need friends. I don't need to be hurt and distracted when I get shunned by 'friends'. All I need in my life are three relatively simple things: Ryder, magick and good english. I realised that you can go very far with good English. Hey I don't think anyone is paying anymore attention to what I'm typing and they'll probably never make it to this stage so I'll stop my crapping...for now... If anyone wants to be sarcastic, they can be sarcastic on my tagboard. Cya guys in school...

P.S. Anlin likes to crap alot. Seriously. Anything he says, WADEVA HE SAYS : DON'T PAY ANY ATTENTION. DUN GIV A CRAP ABT HIM, OK? You dun have to heed this lousy piece of advice (I noe Charlene won't) but it might be for your own good. Anyway, chiao!!

my life story

um...this is a story about my life. you can read it if you are seriously interested in my pathetic life.

A life without joy. Without happiness. Without light. Without darkness. Without enemies…without friends. Think about it. That’s exactly what I did yesterday night, lying in my bed. Something occurred to me. Was my life worth living for? What did it consist of? Sounds, light, touch…yup. That’s all there is to it. But my life consisted of something more, something that I practiced daily: magick.

ok...this is my first paragragh. i'll be posting more next week or tomorrow. =)

hey i'm back from the outer realms of helll...

hi hi hi ... very confused nowadays ... and bored!! Today I had to wake up at 5:00am to prepare to go to the national stadium. My mom dragged the whole family for the walkathon...OMG did u know how far we had to walk?? From the damn stadium to the damn Esplanade and dammit back...altogether it was 10 freaking KM... my feet are seriously sore and I'm planning to go back to sleep later. =) Now I have too many blogs so not much time to sort it all out... Char oso nv sort out all the blogs. I see all her blogs got nth one...=)) no offense charlene...=))

Personally, I think that being a loner is kinda nice [not that I wanna be one]. I mean, you can sneak around and blend in with the social background without people chasing you around and trying to beat you up. ( Like the class mascot gorilla ). I discussed it with Charlene and YuQian and Char said that looks play the part too. If you are extraordinarily chio but anti-social, you won't have many friends, or no friends at all. But if you are totally ugliee and NOT anti-social, ppl won't dare to be friends with you. I mean, if you are sweet and innocent looking (refer to 'looking') and totally amiable and friendly, you will become the school's social butterfly. Not bad, i suppose. [No buts here]. I think the school is already warming to Charlene as being the B.I.T.C.H. (Babe in total control of herself). I'm suprised that her MSN is not full yet. She has wives everywhere she goes. (I'm already planning to divorce her ... just kidding!) I think that Charlene will grow up to become either a super model or a super successful businesswoman, just like Amanda. Looks matter in business, and I really think that both of them have the brains and the looks to go far in life. Very far. Not like me. I can't hit the books.

Anyway, if you even bother to read this crap, you'll probably think that I'm crapping too much already. So I'll stop here. Please please please, tagggg!!!

hi guys...i won't be tagging for quite a long time coz i have some personal problems to sort out first. pls understand. i still love u guys but i won't be much online either. k here's a summary of today: i'm pissed off at my piano teacher and my piano teacher is pissed off at me. we're pissed off at each other. how cheery the thought...anyway my dinner is realy now...chiao!

Physics...sian!!!

Hi...its physics lesson now and mrs chiang is toking her butt off, as usual. i'm sitting beside my dardarx yuqian and char. we did our project liao but i dun really noe wad it is except tt its some kind of pp. haha. i'm pathetic. carn wait for PE!! its raining so i expect it'll be games day today. i'm not really supposed to be blogging now...but oh hu cares?? ew...dawei is sitting on my seat!!! ew!!! i'm soooooo gonna whack him later...oh he's so gonna geddit..ahhhhhhh...i'm crappy and i'm gonna be crappy for these few months so i'm warning you now. i married my two dardarx liao but im not gonna let them keep my precious rings. its for other ppl...like...carn say. i've decided wad to do on my blog. i'm gonna 'hold classes' YUP. ppl please drop notes or questions and i'll try my best to answer. amanda pls helppp...haha...anyway mrs chiang is pissed at dawei..again. i hope he gets expelled.=X i'm mean haha. oops g2g liao...she's coming...
P.S. what does 'Thermal Equilibrium' means?

hi guys...its 5:42am now and i'm in my room getting rdy 4 skl...and blogging. i dun really care if i'm late or not, coz it seems lyk i nv will be late 4 skl no matter how long i drag. k i'm crapping. again. i seriously miss ice skating. maybe going wif old friens during june. =) anywae, i g2g now coz its....currently 5:49. cya ! =) oi muz tag hor..

hihihihihi...kk i'm actin LAME. anyway...i decided to cr8 a new blog coz i lost my old blog's pass...lol i am PATHETIC. oh yah, my dardarx 001 and i decided to cr8 a new blog, juz 4 the two of us. aw....isn't tt sweet? kk i'll stop crapping. here is the addy: [3ng4g3m3ntr1ng5.blogspot.com]... oh stop complaining i noe its spastic and confusing...but ppl wif a least a hint of brains should be able to figure it out. oh u dun hv a brain? fine i'll tell u den. its actually:[engagementrings.blogspot.com] but the 'e' is '3', the 'a' is '4', the 's' is '5'. yup.