ok. im just happy =))

Thursday, June 30, 2005

*sigh* Cramping for physics test next week. Mrs Chiang and Liang Lao Shi is INHUMAN. How to cram everything we learn into our brain? Especially mine. Exceptionally tiny. Small. Minute. Oh yea the English Composition Competion. That one I can handle. The speech for counsillor. That one will DIE.

I had to change my phone with my mom for awhile, cause mine did not have Caller ID. >.< Pathetic. Anyway...might be getting a new phone or a new line. Whatever. DAMN. I don't keep track of my piorities. DAMN. What do I have to do? You don't have an idea? Well, guess what? Neither do I.

Anyway, I'm super pissed off at my now ex-friend. ARGH. Totally pissed. That moron is the most *take a deep deep super deep breath* selfish, self-centered, boastful, proud, arrogant, moronic, brainless, idiotic, stupid, conceited, bitchy, miss-thinks-she-has-and-knows-it-all asshole!! YOU KNOW WHAT?? I'll just wash my hands off her. Haolian Queen of the Most-Moronic-Monkeys...WADEVA.

Hey, lets talk about something else. Something less...touche... Ok: Latest movie coming up: Fantastic Four. Isn't it how ironic that they just started the Fantastic Four cartoon on Kids Central? They should have started it earlier. None of my problem anyway. HEEHEE. Okiie...9th July might go watch it them after that go bowling at Bukit Panjang. School day, anything. After school? Not confirmed yet anyway. No point talking about it now. (1o9 people only)

A flaw in most TV dramas: You can't control your destiny. Here I fire the million-pound question. WHY? Oh, the irony of it all. You can't control your destiny, because if you can control your destiny, that means that you have the destiny to control ur destiny, and it means you have the destiny to control your destiny to control your destiny and on and on and on it goes. Its quite fun, actually. It like, : I win. You lose. You lose right? Then I win. If I win, you lose. If you lose, I win. On and on and on. SO FUN.

Ok I am starting to ramble. Stop me. Too late.

The power of belief and skewed woldviews: Some people say that God exists solely because of the faith that so many people around the world place in Him.However hard this may be to believe, if what these people say about God is true - if belief is the only thing that allows him to exist - then perhaps, in this modern age of entertainment and the public's obsession with idols and superhero characters, there may well come a time when Naruto becomes more powerful than God.Indeed, that time may have already come.If the viewer's belief in the superhero becomes too strong, placebo effects might well result from the belief. No, I'm not saying that if you worship Spiderman, you can climb walls, shoot web, etc. But if a person truely worships him - that is, has no shred of doubt that Spiderman will bestow powers on him - well, the person will start feeling like he has faster reflexes, etc. etc.

As the little spoon-bending idiot in the Matrix said to Neo, "It is not the spoon that bends." It is the person that bends.Who is to say that a insane person's worldview is no more real than a normal person's worldview?In a insane person's world, for example, he becomes convinced that his family are aliens. In a sane person's world, he is convinced that his family love him. In the end, all you have to do is bend your perceptions a little bit, and you will find that your world changes utterly. Both these people are correct about their world; nothing is wrong with both their views. The insane person is not living in a false reality; his reality of his family being aliens is true, at least to him. He behaves in every way he would expect to behave when faced by aliens, and he expects the aliens to try and reassure him they are not aliens, and so on.What evidence is there to prove that the insane person's worldview is not the true perception of the world? Just because we perceive the world "normally" does not mean that it is really "normal". WE could all be demented maniacs and the insane guy could be the only sane person in the world. It is all a manner of grammar and vocabulary. Language is powerful stuff.

Ok I stop here. Byebye. I'll find out the world's most obvious flaws and post again. For now, language really IS powerful stuff. Wheex. Bye Bye. (second time)

Monday, June 20, 2005

Argh. Holidays. Suck. Yep. Doing my book report now. Must have overlooked it. ArGh. Hokaay.

This is the list of books I might do.
* Artemis Fowl
* Artemis Fowl (The Opal Deception)
* Artemis Fowl (The Artic Incident)
* Artemis Fowl (The Eternity Code)
* The Wishlist
* Buffy the Vampire Slayer (The Chosen One)
* Lord of the Flies
* Knife Edge

Yep. How the fuc*ing hell am I supposed to decide on what book to do? I read too many series of Artemis Fowl books that I mixed them all together. ARGH. I think Buffy is easier, coz I haven't read any slayer books in a long while. Knife Edge has badd english, and Lord of the Flies...well, I'm considering it. SO. Buffy contesting against Ralph and Piggy. WHO WILL WIN?? Well folks, we'll find out after the break. ARGH. This sucks. I can't even be serious. Is there chemistry homework? Seriously hope not. Finished my physics, yada yada yada. Hokaay. Now wad. My blogskin sucks. Its quite...simple. I might change it. YEPPS. I MIGHT change it. Ok spastic mee. YIKES better go now. My mom is hollering at me to do my work. HECK WITH IT. (Oh yepps by the way, hu bothered to do hairy monster's work??) I sure as hell did NOT.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Walalala. Weell...today was kinda cool. I went bowling. At Bukit Panjang. My first time! Cool. Anyway, played 4 games. Spazzed out my fingers. You bend ur fingers like Spidey and stuff it into the ball. Hey you dun go think sick kk? I striked. Whoo-hoo!! Many strikes makes one happy girl. Yay. What can I say? Bowling is cool. My Nanyang friend got bowling for her CCA. Jiayu will go ballistic at the word 'Nanyang'. Yay Amanda is cool. Coming back soon right? You'd better, coz I miss ya lots.
Almost finished Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Lets see...it has...walalala...668 pages. Cool. I borrowed it yesterday and started today. Tee-hee. Anyway after the bowling I went to stuff myself with KFC food and spazzed out at my friend's house. Short-circuted her X-Box with endless Ninja Gaiden and Gotham Street Racing. It was freaking fun. You get to play single player games like...''Bomb Tag'' and ''Last Man Standing''. Walalala. You ram all the cars and use your Nitro and spaz cars around until they die. KILL KILL KILL. Ok sadistic. Anyway, the Bomb Tag, you run away from the car with the bomb icon above it. Den if it smashes you, you go smash some other car to get the bomb away from you. If not, game over...literally. Cool right?

OMiGosh!! I'm late. Got a date wif Ryd. CYA PPL.

P.S.: YOU MUST LEAVE A TAG.

anyone bothered to do physics edulearn thingyy??

yoz i'm posting for the second time juz for testing coz i changed my template. nice nice nice? anyway i can't seeeeee the posts!! major freak out.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

bahhx...i wun bother to blog today coz Toadius (ZhiWan) is beside me acting spastic and he is staring at Ryder lyk he is some kind of FREAK. actually i typed a lot den stoOpid Toadius deleted everything. i am soooo gonna strangle him later. he came over to do MRP with Bob and they're crapping abt conquer. i'm letting my bro ruin my acc now...haiz...anyway i'm too lazy to type. cyaa