LOL my post alignment has gone off the roof.

anyway.
hello earth to jiayu.
it was HIM who planted the buggy in ur bag.

phobia?
huh.
u will nv noe what is phobia.

attacked by choppers.
now THATS phobia..

anyway
today was pretty uneventful.
except for chionging art.
and laughing our butts off at mr ya..
and the boys imitating dawei.
yes it was pretty uneventful..

CHERYL MY DEAR
IS GETTING A NEW HAIRCUT.
i wanted to go with her
but she dun wanna let me see
and her mom bought her a skirt
eee so long.
see wad miniskirt.

HAHA.

anyway.
i can't afford to be pissed.
i find that when ppl are pissed at me,
i search myself.
when i know that i have done nothing wrong
i will just wait for the storm to blow over.
nothing wrong with that either.

and i wun get revengeful.
HAHA.
sorry charlene.


anyway.
ppl who fold their skirts
( esp those who are fat )
[ AHA CHERYL RMBER? ]
yes we tried to fold our skirt high high up
and see how fat we could get
i looked the same
cheryl looked the same

the 110 girl looked like those surgeons from the liposuction team
donated all the leftover fats to her.
MAJOR OOPS.

lala.
im at peace with the world
the ppl on duty on monday
shall have a hell of a time cleaning up my place
since charlene opened her presents there
and all the shredded newspaper are on the floor
shall laugh my butt off at the guy/girl on duty
maybe.

i didn't even know that tomorrow was my bdae
until caitlyn mentioned it to me.

i was like :" WOWEE REALLY???"
then promptly forgot all about it.
until rachel mentioned it to me

i was like:" WOWEE REALLY???"
then promptly forgot all about it.

wells.
it doesn't make much difference to me,
bdae or no bdae
i wun insist on presents
just a water balloon fight after the exams
WOOT

shall bring extra underclothes
(advice from caitlyn and cheryl)
HAHA.

can't wait
if emelia allows,
we shall all go to her house
and have a ball of a time


now cheryl and rachel are at the project superstar concert
and im at home blogging.
pathetic.

HAHA jkjk

anyways.
chiong geog.
chiong hist.
chiong math.
chiong bio.
chiong chem.

not much?
WOWEE.
CHIONG ART!!

ok shall stop crapping here.
heehee.
byebye.

im lame -.-''
yes i noe.

shoo.

! ! me ! ! mE ! ! ME ! !

E.O.Y exams coming.
ppl must jiayous horh.

can anyone tell me what to study for higher chinese?
and history?
URPS.
so much for jiayouing.

HAHA
er..
dunno what to blog about
cheryl and rachel been telling me to update.

so.
stella didn't credit the .. crediter for making the blog
personally, i think that u really should credit ppl for making effort
to create the blog.

ahem.
so we shall not quarrel over this.

she bounced back too quickly anyway.
=)

i'm thinking of changing my blogskin.
with credits.

and adding links.

and changing my blog address.
again.

SORRY LA...
however much i love myself
i dun really like the address.

so.
suggestions?

dear ppl out there.

WHAT DO YOU KNOW ABOUT ME?

you think you know everything.

sorry you burst your bubble of illusion.
but you DO NOT.

so just get out of my life.


i guess in primary school i was just a normal kid.
doing well in studies.
going for CCAs regularly.
listening to my parents.

well.
secondary school was the turning point of my life.
people say that the turning point means that you get better.
well.
i got worse.
believe it or not.
i am a total bitch now.

FINE.
I AM PYSCHO.

its like,
hu cares?
people dun noe wad i'm going through.
they laugh at me.
they think that i am weird.
they think that i am pyscho.

THEY ARE ALL THE SAME.

i dun attend my CCA.
my studies are failing.
my attitude is getting worse.
I AM GETTING WORSE.

i can't seem to separate fantasy from reality.
my world of pretend, merges with my current life.
NO IM NOT ON DRUGS.
OR ALCOHOL-INFLUENCED.
its the truth.
i can't separate these two worlds.

i really don't know whats going on with my life right now.
disappointing my parents. [ mom and dad ]
disappointing my friends. [ charlene amanda yuqian ]
disappointing my teachers. [ mr liu ]
disappointing myself [ how many versions? lost count. ]

i feel bad.
i feel evil.
i feel unclean.
i feel pyscho.

and HELLOS.
black magick DOES exist.
i DO black magick
i've stopped in pri.5
but now.
ohwells.


getting jealous of petty things.
im ashamed of myself.
where is my soul?
i have none.

somemore, as if to add to my troubles.
my 'FRIENDS'
i trusted them with my secret.
my SECRETS.
in the end, they all let me down.


anyways.
i dun really mind

LIVE AND LET LIVE.
FORGIVE AND FORGET.

its not good to harbour so much hate and revenge.
its just not healthy.

pri sch i was a good kid.
now im a rebel.

shytocraptic.

i swear i'm so gonna change.
for the better.

no foul language
no foul temper
no foul attitude
no foul homework

attend my CCA
do my homework
listen in class
listen to parents

it actually WORKS



wow i actually feel kinda OK. now.
thanks.

byebye

i wrote this myself...dedicated to mr liu

Mr Liu, this poem is dedicated to you.

we fought and we quarelled,
we hated each other's guts
we punched and we squabbled,
we didn't have any hearts

but now we know that we were in the wrong
that's why we're here, to sing this song
i hope you can forgive, forget and trust
once upon a time, the faith you had in us

if this can comfort you,
we started it first
they just stood there and laughed
while we lost our cool

i am so very sorry
i know we caused you worry
i promise this will never happen again
do you look upon us, in disdain?

but now i appeal
(i'd be dead by now, if looks could kill)
please forgive, forget and trust
and is there a chance
to regain, once upon a time
the faith you had in us?


some ppl out dere r probably putting me down right now,
but i dun care
if this makes you any happier
i was in the wrong

see i admit
i dun noe wad i did
but thats a secret i'll keep

so yes. accept my apology if you want.

>.<

P.S. i wrote this myself


+ yoGhuRt +
+ duMb ___+
mic k E y inC [ x ]

oNe fiNe dayy...

one fine day in the middle of the night,
two dead men woke up to fight
one blind man came to see fair play
one dumb man came to shout hurray

remind u of anyone, ladies and gentlemen?

hurs.
this is exciting.
most of it wasted in my diary.
how amusing.

come on
think we scared?
think again.

CAUTION: HIGHLY AMUSING. MIGHT DIE LAUGHING.
`

WE BELIEVE.

There's a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can't sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There's no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We Believe ( x6 )
In this love.

We are all the same
Human in our ways and all our pain
(so let it be)
There's a love that could fall down like rain
(let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(what we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(we believe)
The world is crying for so much more.

We Believe ( x6 )
In this love.

We Believe ( x5 )
In this love.

i bLogged. racheL asked me to. LOLS.

HMMS MY FRIENDSTER GOT SHUT DOWN. ohwells i nv confirm my email add anyways LOLS. shit lorh x)

stupid friendster.

anyway.. oh yes rachel and cheryl and *ahem i shall not pollute my own blog* went to BP for the meet-greet session with Junyang Kelly WeiLian Jason.. all the SuperStart idoLs. I CANNOT GO.

stupid meet and greet.

i helped rach and cher do the banner for junyang.
dey gave it away.
*YAY JUNYANG*
we were supposed to do CME project on Teenage Pregnancy.

stupid project.

i got hooked to Knight Online. its very nice.
my warrior is lvl 22.
*YAY WARRIOR*

stupid game.

ouR cLass suX!!

i have decided to make a whole list of our class. hmm yes.

amanda ang qiqi
she is normal. smart. follows her own thinking. not like some ppl.. i can't say for certain who she likes, amanda will come and beat me up. XP cheers. i love my amandaish amanda she is my evil!!

charlene chan ruiyin
she is NOT normal. change target for guys alot of times. fickle-minded. can't live widdout guys. cut off her friends and she is shit. with her friends, she THINKS she's the queen, and orders ppl around. when u talk to her, she treats u like air.

rachel chen si hui
she is 100% normal. she is my super mamma. my IDIOT.can scold ppl very loudly. stands up for her friends. not like some ppl.. she is smart. have her own rights. she can be really sadistic. XP oops.

cheryl leong sue fen
she is 55% normal. she likes the give ppl nicknames. urps. i'm mostly the target for her.. um... very weirdish nicknames. THIS GIRL IS SADISTIC LIKE ME. we drowned a centipede in 99% alcohol and paraded it around. she is my DUMB.

hong yi an
hmms she is ok la. smart. not much known abt her. is shocking.

jocelyn ho wen mun
smart. level minded. can think things true. she is friendly. XP and chio. special class, this girl..

kho zi ting
hmms she is nice. can ice skate. haha. she is chio. hangs around wif geyi and jocelyn. she is TALL XP.

lee wan er
this girl is nice. she is chio. seriously. put her in something else rather than a school uniform and viola!! okok. she is smart also. scores well for tests and exams. wowee. wish i could b like her.

lee wan hui caitlyn
yo ppl!! caitlyn in da hse!! hmms yes this girl is more suited to rap and hiphop. has alot of punk accessories. treats friends equally.. not like some ppl. she speaks good english. WOWEE.

loh ge yi
ge yi likes to play wif ppl's hair. can b scary XP geyi can ice skate. she is smart. she is tall. she is chio.

loh yong qi emelia
emelia!! lao sai queen!! hmms my darling emelia. XP very bubbly, cheerful, optimistic girl. not bad in her studies. she smiles and laughs alot. very CUTE.

low jia yu
she is damn... pro. in dance. *ahem* she is MY RETARDED. pao pao cha!! mountains mountains mountains are us!! wheeee she rawks. and she has hair that we can pull XP okok sorry.

quek wen xian lynette
lynette!! jiayu's rabbit. hmms this girl likes music. and guitar. she is very cheerful and smart. she has unknown talents not discovered yet. one of them is to scream at jiayu for calling her a rabbit. *ahem* i love lynette..

tai xin yi stella
well well well.. wad can i say abt this girl? she used to be quite nice, on good terms wif us. but after that incident we just couldn't take anymore. out she goes. byebye thank you very much. she never did give a damn abt studying anyway..

tan yu qian
as fickle minded as charlene. she can be straight, but sticks to charlene like superglue. anyways this girl is chao cute. she was my dardar, and still is. LALAS she is smart. i think alot of guys like her la.. some of them told me *ahem* guess hu...

i shall skip myself.

hmms today was the DNA thingy. quite nice la..

me cher rach

we drowned a poor centipede we caught.
IN EHTHANOL
99% alcohol..

the crime scene thing.
was weirdish.
there was this blood stain.
on *ahem*

so wad were we supposed to do??
i dunno..

=)
rawked.

den after tt we were supposed to go rachel's hse to do the CME project
abt Teenage Pregnancy.
we ended up going to collect cher's superstar tickets
and to bishan
were we took neos
x)

hmms nth done
wednesday going to rachel's hse.

YAY
SIMS 2.

nahh jk.

okays bye
XP

-yOgHurT-
- huRt onCe, neVer aGain -